All Curled Up

You used to say:" I will change for you " " I will try my best "
After all the suffering, all the wait. Nothing has changed.
Alls left:" Accept me the way I am " " Shut up "


Am I asking for heaven, if i was, i'd pick God.
All I want was a simple life, happiness.
So many things i want to tell u, but you just push me away.
Like a rag doll, you toss me aside.
Hide me in the dark as u face the world.

To all these frustration, all these uncertainties, you just say: "Shut Up "

My being curled up within, my heart turned cold by you - my mistake.

Message From A Call Girl

"If you are in a relationship, and it is doing absolutely nothing for you, and just makes you feel bad about yourself or cause unnecessary drama....... why would you want that in your life?

You need to surround yourself with the people that make you feel good, and that will help you get to the next step in your life."

...... So what is the next step in life?

Protect The Helpless

Children beaten up, raped, abused
Children forced into slavery and prostitution
Children forced to have sex with older men
Children deprived of food and locked up

Who has the power to decide the fate of these children?
Who has the right to say how much their lives are worth?
Who has the authority to destroy their lives?

NO ONE !!!!

Cursed is the evil of men
Betrayer of the innocent
Destroyer of innocence
Neither night nor day will u see
Your screams and wailing echoes through the abyss
As the worm of thorns circled through your flesh
Eternity in dancing flames is where you remain...

----> Children groomed for sex by polygamist sect

I Hold The Key

Sick of wanting, sick of waiting, sick of crying, sick of your empty promises, my being has given up. My pain you have forgotten, our dreams you have shattered. You are a stranger, my true master was dead. I've breathe the last breath for us. Only anger and disappointment fills me now.

This endless wait and the filth that beholds has finally broken me down.

I am released from your dungeon, I now hold the key. Seeking in the light, I must, for the next Master.

My Addiction

My greatest weakness is : SEX.

Without sex for a week, my dreams plagued with erotica. Dreams that make all men burn with envy, women shriek in disgust.

Starved of physical satisfaction, these dreams provide slight relief. Without consequences, tis virtual world's a bliss - but intangible.

My addiction, my desire kills me inside. Surface as it might, only in the devil's playground. Promiscuity's is never an option. Quality overrules quantity. Only quality sex stays in memory, remains as fantasy.

My burning flame, my demon will only be doused by Mr Man.
One slave with one master to over-satisfy.....

A Beautiful Lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

Sacrilegious

Like a slut to my soul, i have embraced the things I hate. The smoke, alcohol, the filth you brought upon, was never what I desired. My ideal righteous and holy one you've long forgotten.The change you promised is that castles in sky?

My heart grows weary every passing day, hide my face to accept this darkness. Let my heart feel no more and in the light i will walk.