Grab & Go

Shopping. A universal term. However, shopping in a way is like finding a partner. There are mainly 2 kinds of shoppers: Picky & Choosey and Grab & Go.

Picky & Choosy are definitly thoes that take their time to select the right one for themselves. Paid the price and actually satisfied with their decision.

Whereas, Grab & Go are the ones who think its suitable for them at that point of time, then without thinking twice, they just Grab & Go. Paid the price, but probably regretful of their decision.

I am a self-confessed victim of the Grab & Go syndrom. Rushing into relationships and falling out of them. The question i didn't ask myself was, " Is he what i really want? and not just what i want at that moment in my life? "

The Reunion

Last night's drama, tis mornin's bad news weighed heavily on me. And it's definitely not the day to stay at home. I went clubbing. Double O. Risking the chances tat i may bump into the ex.

Well i did bump into many exs. My ex-polymates. Then i saw my first ex-boyfriend. Could the day get anymore dramatic then that? He's still the same. Good looking, winning smile, putting on a facade which only i saw through.

Recollections of old times made me wonder if things could work out this time. But i hardly go back to the grass i trodded on. He is really nice, thats why the pompous "Ah Lian" watchs over him like a vulture and sticks to him like a nail to the board. Totally engaged in her own conversation, while keeping him beside her on a leash. I only have one question. Can an Ah l
Lian give u wat u need? I know you, you deserve better.

Got to know 3 guys. Apparently, they thought i'm better looking now. Never talked to me before in poly, but now they are telling me their lives tales. Guys can be so superficial.

Kill The Tradition

Yea, its tat time again. The traditional way to end a relationship. Tis time things got slightly different. It backfired. I was hurt. Seriously hurt. Never felt so cheated before.Ok i admit now, i fell in love with a jerk. But maybe its his form of revenge on me. Hell, it's over between us.

Now it all boils down to Hatred.

It was a cursed day. I hope i'll never eva see or even hear his voice again. I'l probably go into a frantic rage or forced to act melancoly. Then again, he has a twin brother. Sheesh.... Arrrgh....